I wish I can change few things about my life. Like...
1. I hate her because, just because I dislike her.
2. I don't want to befriend with her because, just because I hate her.
3. I refuse to make peace with her because, just because I used to hate her.
4. I wish things get better sometimes because, just because I deserve to live in peace sometimes.
5. I bet I'm right about everything I think about life because, just because I can never go wrong.
6. I need to win all the time because, just because I can't come out stupid.
7. I need assurance about how clever I am all the time because, just because I can't accept the fact that I am sometimes stupid.
You know things like that.
But I hope I don't have to live that way. Because It annoys me too. Just as much as it annoys you. But somehow somewhat in life I got lucky. Real lucky. I have people I can count on. To make me sound clever. To make me look like a genius. To support everything I do. To live up to my expectations. To bear with my ego. To deal with my whole uncertainties in life. To basically, let me be me even though they're fed up sometimes. I bet.
I hope I don't annoy you much, my love. Because, just because I love you dearly that I hope no one else will ever get to love you. Because, just because I'm afraid that someone will love you more than I do. (get what I meant by unbeatable?) I am like that, I can't let anyone win. Never.
*no such thing as bad attitude. winks!
