After quite some times, I believe those feelings will go away - just like that. like how they did. So I sort of thought, why should I be feeling grieve for the thing that happened. Wasn't it destined to end that way? I mean, no matter how hard you try to stop things from happening / rush things to happen, you can't fight fate, yes? So all this while I've been so terribly wrong for trying to fight fate. Maybe my attempt to fight my fate slowed the process, but eventually, it ended still. And what's the point then? Awhh sweetheart, be glad for those who left, they don't deserve you
Anyway, I'm just making a statement; 'you're terribly young to be broken into pieces.'
I believe in one thing, the more you try to forget, the more you'll remember. So I just let the memories rush in, and eventually they'll go away :) ohsemmmm! I'm better this way. I'm not a heart-keeper, darling. So don't treat me like one please. I'm not trying to push people away from me, I mean it would be ohsemmm to have a boyfriend, ehmmm, but since it's not currently happening to me right now, ehmmm, well there's absolutely nothing I can do to make it happen, so I'll just wait right? ehmm might as well wait for miracle to happen. There sure be someone out there who's waiting for someone like me, so believe it or not, honey you're gonna find me soon (you excited macam i takkk?). Goshhh I want to see my future now!
And, be grateful with your life now, it's gratitude. The gratitude that is built upon 5 pillars;
1. submissiveness to Allah.
2. loving Him for it.
3. acknowledging His favor.
4. praising Him for it.
5. and not utilizing it in a way that displeases Him.
'Don't grieve. Anything you lose comes round in another form.' - Jalal ad-Din Rumi
*okay now I can be excited bout going back to Perlis. emm temporarily, for my driving license, yayerss!
